new start.....gonna make a change and better myself.....

this roller coaster is gonna come to a stop........

Halloween was awesome...minus the minor casualties that i caused...haha

"...it started slow...and as the water rushed in I realized the end was near...the air left me and I tried hard to breathe...slowly I looked up at the blue water above and closed my eyes to wait for my escape..." 

being alone in such a big world doesn't feel so small anymore

being strong doesn't make things any easier...nor does it mean that your heart doesn't break with each passing day...

i just want to say thank you to those wonderful girls i am able to call my sisters who have allowed me to poor out  my heart when i needed it the most...you guys know who you are...i dont know what i would have done without you guys...

Much Love....

p.s. anybody up for Sports Authority!?!!!!!  (luv ya...)

How do you love someone
That hurts you oh so bad
With intentions good
Was all he ever had

But how do I let go when I've
Loved him for so long and I've
Given him all that I could
Maybe love is a hopeless crime
Giving up what seems your lifetime
What went wrong with something once so good

How do you find the words to say
To say goodbye
If your heart don't have the heart to say
To say goodbye

I know now I was naive
Never knew where this would lead
And I'm not trying to take away
From the good man that he is

But how do I let go when I've
Loved him for so long and I've
Given him all that I could
Was it something wrong that we did
Because others infiltrated
What went wrong with something once so good

How do you find the words to say
To say goodbye
If your heart don't have the heart to say
To say goodbye

Is this the end are you sure
How should you know when you've never been here before
It's so hard to just let go
When this is the one and only love I've ever known

So how do you find the words to say
To say goodbye
If your heart don't have the heart to say
To say goodbye

arggggg....so this has been like the week from Hell with a capital H....let's see what has Angela been up to...???

1.  11 Jedi Costumes

2.  Moving out of JPI

3.  Work...everyday....ALL day

4.  Car = Calling State Farm = Calling Body Shop = Estimates = No money for me

5.  Sleeping...oh wait....nope...there hasn't been any of that going on...who has time to SLEEP!?!

6.  Packing for D.C. and Jacksonville

sooooOOOOoooo the good thing is that i made a big FAT A in that stupid class i took this summer...dayam what a waste of time that was....

hope everyone is having a good end of the summer/finals/i'm getting the F*$k outta here week...by this time next week I will have regained my sanity sitting at a big ass table of DIM SUM in Virginia...woohooo!!!!  they shouldn't even call it DIM SUM they should juss call it DIM YUM...lol...<--- yup that would be my loser moment of the day...::sigh::...